Wednesday, October 15, 2008
i found a nice place to eat! in ntu i mean. the executive cafe is super cool! haha. ok i've only been there once out of desperation cos my ob group couldn't find anywhere else to discuss our project presentation but the food's pretty good and the ambience awesome! haha.
i'm so happy cos i finally found good food here. subway's getting boring. whee. now i just have to find and convince people to eat there with me. haha. next week weiqin and i are gonna try the korean food over at hall 14 which is said to be good so hope it doesn't disappoint!
meeting eileen serene and weiqin tmr for brunch too! YAY. hopefully we can make this a weekly thing.
ok i'm going to be random now. i was just thinking, sometimes i can be pretty mean. even if i dont do/say it, i'm thinking of doing/saying it (but probably didn't have the guts to actually do/say it). tsk mel!
like today i was thinking why the people around me (specifically my tutorial groups) can't be _______. you fill in the blank yourself. for the first time in a long time, everyone around me is as clueless abt school work as i am. i guess i've gotten too used to having qiunings and jiayus and weiqins around me to help explain stuff i don't understand. it's just weird to... be on the same level aseveryone else.
mel you should just stop being such an evil bitch. (yes sometimes i think i am, especialy with all the evil thoughts going around in my head.)
God hates meanness for meanness sake. smth i read in one of beth moore's study books. stop mel stop thinking of silly spiteful things you can do to get back at someone who has hurt you in the past. it's just wrong. God help me to forgive and forget.
ok super random post. it's just that sometimes i wish i'd stop thinking of such mean and silly stuff. it's an awful waste of energy and emotions. i wish i can just let go. i wish i didn't want others to go through the hurt i went through just so they would understand how i felt. i wish i had a bigger capacity to love without judging.
why am i such a computer illiterate. struggling to figure out some excel stuff but i'm not succeeding. why are we using excel anw we don't have access to computers during the exams.
exams are coming in 4 weeks. AHH. HELP.
looking back, my ex-hall was a huge source of stress and misery for me. hall 4 24-4-488. seriously, school isn't so bad now. even though stats is a killer, and i don't know how i'm gonna pass marketing, but still, i don't really dread going to school as much as i did in the first month or so. thank God.
looking back, the signs were all there. how could i not have seen them? but if i did, would things have been any different?
looking back, i probably didn't know how much it would hurt me.
anw on to happier things. praise God, my sister accepted Christ! (: (: (: (: my God is indeed mighty to save.
when it gets boring doing OB, thank God there's nic to talk to. wish you were here! haha. really really thankful that even though he's halfway around the globe, we can still keep in touch and hold a conversation, albeit online.
thank God for friends who make you laugh and smile when you're trying not to emo.
i found a nice place to eat! in ntu i mean. the executive cafe is super cool! haha. ok i've only been there once out of desperation cos my ob group couldn't find anywhere else to discuss our project presentation but the food's pretty good and the ambience awesome! haha.
i'm so happy cos i finally found good food here. subway's getting boring. whee. now i just have to find and convince people to eat there with me. haha. next week weiqin and i are gonna try the korean food over at hall 14 which is said to be good so hope it doesn't disappoint!
meeting eileen serene and weiqin tmr for brunch too! YAY. hopefully we can make this a weekly thing.
ok i'm going to be random now. i was just thinking, sometimes i can be pretty mean. even if i dont do/say it, i'm thinking of doing/saying it (but probably didn't have the guts to actually do/say it). tsk mel!
like today i was thinking why the people around me (specifically my tutorial groups) can't be _______. you fill in the blank yourself. for the first time in a long time, everyone around me is as clueless abt school work as i am. i guess i've gotten too used to having qiunings and jiayus and weiqins around me to help explain stuff i don't understand. it's just weird to... be on the same level aseveryone else.
mel you should just stop being such an evil bitch. (yes sometimes i think i am, especialy with all the evil thoughts going around in my head.)
God hates meanness for meanness sake. smth i read in one of beth moore's study books. stop mel stop thinking of silly spiteful things you can do to get back at someone who has hurt you in the past. it's just wrong. God help me to forgive and forget.
ok super random post. it's just that sometimes i wish i'd stop thinking of such mean and silly stuff. it's an awful waste of energy and emotions. i wish i can just let go. i wish i didn't want others to go through the hurt i went through just so they would understand how i felt. i wish i had a bigger capacity to love without judging.
why am i such a computer illiterate. struggling to figure out some excel stuff but i'm not succeeding. why are we using excel anw we don't have access to computers during the exams.
exams are coming in 4 weeks. AHH. HELP.
watchin u;
at 6:55 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
looking back, my ex-hall was a huge source of stress and misery for me. hall 4 24-4-488. seriously, school isn't so bad now. even though stats is a killer, and i don't know how i'm gonna pass marketing, but still, i don't really dread going to school as much as i did in the first month or so. thank God.
looking back, the signs were all there. how could i not have seen them? but if i did, would things have been any different?
looking back, i probably didn't know how much it would hurt me.
anw on to happier things. praise God, my sister accepted Christ! (: (: (: (: my God is indeed mighty to save.
when it gets boring doing OB, thank God there's nic to talk to. wish you were here! haha. really really thankful that even though he's halfway around the globe, we can still keep in touch and hold a conversation, albeit online.
thank God for friends who make you laugh and smile when you're trying not to emo.
watchin u;
at 5:46 AM